No holds barred

There are times when I want to scream, but I can't.

Why? Because the people around me will complain about my loud voice... they will never understand that I just want to scream.. no other reason. I just want to.

So I have to keep my mouth shut, nod my head and say 'yes' all the time, even if I really meant 'no'. Feels like i'm a puppet.

But this was my choice... so I have to deal with it.

I wish someday, people will just let me do what I want to do...

No holds barred.